Why on earth would I stay in a place where clearly, I’m not wanted?
Obviously I would try to get out of there as soon as possible to cause myself the least amount of damage possible.
So that’s what I did. Why are you getting mad for?
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Everyday I feel like killing myself.
The only reason why I don’t, lives in an entire different country and barely has any memory of me.
Today is one of those days where I feel terrible and no one wants to hear a word of what I think. Great. Fan-fucking-tastic.
I don’t know why but when I think of you and the boys and of that small, tiny possibility that something bad has happened to you makes my heart sink. so. much.
I don’t even know how to voice my thoughts. I want you to know that I love you and I’m here for you whenever you need me. I’m not religious but you’re in my prayers and I’m always hoping for your happiness. Please be safe. Please let me know you’re okay.
My heart is breaking with every passing day and it hurts trying to ignore the pain.
I suddenly have all this anger raging inside of me and I don’t know how to release it all oh my gosh I’m actually getting so mad that I’m getting cold sweat and about to cry wtf why is this happening to me
What did I do to you to make me hate me?
Well if you don’t have an answer, I’ll give you a fucking reason.
You’ll wish you never had chosen to double-cross me, fucking bitch.
Never felt so unmotivated to do Chinese omfg I know I’m going to be so dead if I don’t practice and memorize it all but for some reason even that isn’t motivating me to get a start on it
